Before I started college I was afraid to be close to people. I was afraid to do anything because if the possibility of getting hurt and losing people. I never did what I wanted because of,you guessed it...fear. When the summer was over and when I saw people from my past, they had great stories of things they've done since they last seen me. They've gone places, they've found people to love, they moved on from high school. And me...nothing...just stayed in my room, broken and tired. Tired of people, places, and things. Just tired of life and how slowly it went. I wanted those spontaneous movie moments in my life. Those times when it feels surr